Starting Off

Well, how do you start a blog when you don't want anyone to know who you are? I guess I will find out. My name is Psychic Girl of Oklahoma and I am 20 years old. I have been seeing spirits since I was a little girl. I am keeping my identity a secret because of the ridicule that comes with being a psychic medium. I have been called crazy, a faker, and a demon because of the way I see things. I am a Christian first of all. i believe that God gave me this gift to use and to help people and it has taken me 20 years to finally realize that. My dad is also a psychic medium. He feels them in his sleep and feels what they feel (pain and all). I am not sure what exactly you would call that, but yeah. He has dreamt about many of them that I have seen. I see them and can talk to them. It is harder for my dad to do that. It is nice to have someone I can share these experiences with. My mom at first thought I was crazy.  I told her I had seen my grandpa whom had just passed away at the side of the road and was hysterically crying. She told me it was not real and then my dad spoke up for the first time and she knew it was not fake. She talked to one of her friends whom is a pastor and she said that she believes this is real. I would like to be able to control my abilities better and I feel like I am not in control most of the time. There is really no one else I can talk to about this and I feel helpless sometimes. I see spirits everywhere I go. This blog is filled with my experiences as a psychic medium.